Sunday, April 4, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Last night I went to bed like most nights: spent!! The only difference is that last night I went to bed tired of being spent...does that make sense to you all?
I have been taking a step back lately and looking at this mess of a me that I have here.
I have no reason to be a mess! I have everything I could ever want in the hole wide world! What the heck is my problem?? By 7PM every night I am looking at an overwhelmed, tired, emotional, scary, sometimes blubbering woman...eeewww
I wake up sad at myself...
What happened to the confident, happy, go-with-the-flow woman that I knew? How scary is that...
Now, I know that spiritual attacks happen when you are least expecting them, but they also seem to happen when you really are just too tired to fight it!
I am defeated, I am tired, I am tired of being defeated...freaking Satan get off my back!
Lord, help me to fight, help me to be happy. Its beautiful outside, I gotta get my armor on and go out and enjoy my day!
The wine shot on the finished deck...aww...yummy
I promised to post the finished shots and here they are! With the blessing of awesome weather through the weekend this chicky must get cracken on some birdhouses, flower pots and such!! Whooop-whoop! ;) I am a nerd I know... delirious from no sleep last night and coffee is still brewing...
Have a lovely day everyone!