I do understand this...

On a night that I am left wondering why horrific things happen to little angels...

On a night that I thought would end a pretty crappy week filled with things that I thought were a pretty big deal but in comparison mean nothing...

On a night that my sweet little three-year old blessing is safely tucked in her bed upstairs I am reminded that this life rarely makes sense. This life is filled with unfairness. This life is crazy. This life is sad. 

20-babies were taken away from this earth in a nightmare of a way today around 9AM EST.

I do not understand.

I do not understand much these days.

But I do understand this; I understand this without a shadow of a doubt and for this I am grateful.

May Gods protection, peace and comfort fall upon those that lost babies and loved ones in the massacre in CT today. I pray for your broken heart and I pray for its healing today...and for the many many days to follow...